How to write post pandemic?

I’m stuck.
After two years away from any text editor, having to write again suffocates me and not because I stopped enjoying it, but because it seems that my brain has been totally redirected to other thoughts, to other media, to other interests and visual stimuli.
I’m not the one who watched thousands of series, but I’m the one who ended up believing that video is the social future.
I still enjoy opening a book, seeing what each author imagined and wrote, but I confess that a podcast these days catches my attention, if this author has a channel on youtube or another video platform I spend many more hours in that format than in a book.
Maybe I need to practice writing again, maybe I make a lot more mistakes in agreement and cohesion than I did in college. But if something that these two years stopped, parked in time made me realize is that no one realizes your mistakes but yourself and there are still those people who don’t even see their own mistakes, then what is this fear of making mistakes? what is this fear of rewriting, erasing everything, writing again and not being good? The keys to reading the world are much greater than your ability to write, so why be afraid to write? Was it fear of writing or fear of being read?
These two years I lived with that word in my throat: fear and

it’s time to write it down to see if it disappears for good.